Well the horrible person part has been discussed by other people. I don't really know you. I can vaguely remember you whining when I wouldn't turn fight you and fester in your coalt 38's.(I was in a pony). This was right after I killed both of you in a furball(to which you whined about cherry picking).
So no, I cannot attest to the "horrible person" part.
I do agree with the "bad life" part. If you're in a place in life where you cannot afford this game yet feel the need to beg people to pay for you, I suspect you've got bigger issues than AH.
Edit: I'm surprised Rod, good natured as he is, is still going to help you after your behavior in this thread. As far as I can tell from this thread you are anything but a gracious person.