I hear ya fester.
Last three years I've pretty much lost my edge. Reflexes are like soggy toast.
Plus I burn out after a hard dogfight, have to go take a nap. I'm good enough to teach the new guys in the TA but thats about it.
3 kill sortie landed is a red letter day on the calendar that I'll remember for a month.
I agree that we need a 50 & up arena where we don't have to compete with the lighting reflexes crowd.
Nice small maps, wicked ack at the fields to prevent vulching, lots of small targets like bridges, barges, trains, trucks, merchant ships etc to practise on.