Ren i thin you're full of rubbish, you know i think this of you, and what you have just said is rubbish.
Nirvana, Blowdhi is the only person on the boards that speaks so much tripe i have him on ignore, so whatever he said i didnt see it

i used to find it fun to play along, let them think they have me sweating, just to see how far a person will flog a dead horse.
unfortunately over 3 months and they still found it fun, so i gave up playing.
there are about 3 people in the Blue Knights squad who are a constant amusement for most of the player base, so deluded by their own moral high ground that they can justify spouting out any old crap and re-writting history to please themself. they do this so that at times like this, they can re-tell the story of how they mentaly crippled this or that person.
The rest of the BKs are true class acts, and fun people to be around.
what you contribute to life is what people remember you by.
its so sad to see people working so hard to make themselves look good now IN life, rather than think ahead to how they will be thought of when they are gone. how did they affect this person? what did their presence do in XXX situation?
Nopoop, my prayers are with you and your family, dont give up on the fun times here, they still happen when people let themselfs have fun.