Xanax seems to work for me, Doesn't really make me bad in a anyway, makes me about 2 steps slower than anyone else, but that's ok. I like to use something as otherwise I'd drive people around me crazy, so as I would like to remain married for the forseeable future, I'll keep doing what I'm doing. To be honest, the most supportive person I have in my life is my friend and business partner Jack, he's 62/63 now, he was in the Air Cav or sommething like that in Vietnam, he's been married 3 times, been rich, lost it, been rich and lost it again, he's probably saved me around 20 years of torment, He never judges me, he listens, he understands everything I feel and say as he's been there and done it,
I never knew the first thing about Vietnam or anything about it till I met him and he opened up to me, he's introduced me to these other guys who were there, guys from skyhawk pilots, Helicopter pilots, a whole host of guys, that we all meet at the CA DVBE lunches and get togethers.
Nice thing about them is that you can basically say what you like and nobody gives a F$$k, there isn't any Internet detecives analayziing posts for information and then posting sh$t about people that p$$ people of and wish that there was a AH convention coming up so you could say hello to them.
