Was it something someone said?
Smashing Pumpkins - Drown
I see your a smashing pumpkins fan, I actually grew up a couple blocks from Billy Corgan, we went to the same schools.
WAY friggin cool!
He'd be a candidate for my thread here:
http://forums.hitechcreations.com/forums/showthread.php?s=&threadid=226182but down near the middle of the top 20....
guy is a musical genius if you ask me, obscured (to use a song name) and egocentric but still can really write a song. You know what I love, 75% of his stuff you can't understand listening, and it doesn't matter one bit, you can feel what he's saying through the music. Very few can really truly do that.
best example I can give is Soma
Just listen to the angst right before the solo, then the solo itself.
Link is only I can find:
Hear "To anyone, lost, anyone but you..SOLO" and hear the guitar freakin CRY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-BL8DjEhOA