Thanks for the words fellas. Believe me it helps.
The aggravating thing is there is just nothing I can do right now. Im sitting here playing this game feeling guilty about it but theres nothing else I can do until the funeral. The family is besieged enough.
I havnt seen him in a year or two but worked steady with him for a few years. 28 years on and he gets shot in the head on a bus by a female who got to his gun at 0200 within sight of the station house. Ive talked with a few guys and everyone is just stunned. Man he was a great guy, well liked by everyone.