I'm not saying that "you" are pathetic. I believe that you mean well.
You can't seperate the personal and the political quite that easily. By God sir, if you are right and I am wrong, my ideas are dangerous and semi-traitorous and put us in great danger of being blown to bits by Islamo-Fascist Grannies from Des Moines.
By the same token, I don't think people like you Sir are
knowingly backing creeping totalitarianism, but the road to Hell and all that...
I will tell you something I observed. Right after the OKC bombing, Clinton and the forces of jack-booted thuggery did their best to make the incident into their very own Reichstag fire moment, and railroad the sort of legislation they wanted passed for years on through. (Governments LOVE incidents like OKC and 9/11.) Because Clinton was a Democrat, a hated liberal, and because "domestic terror" legislation was blatantly aimed at gun owners and politically conservative rural residents, the NRA, almost everyone I know, and people like yourself all across the country put back their ears and said "No way, Willy."
But 9/11 presents a different problem. I think because the perpetrators were brown-skinned foriegners with an alien religion, and because G.W. Bush is supposedly a "good old boy" from Texas (even though he is really a member of the same "ruling class" that provides 90% of our politicians) our defenses were down and we took one on the chin. The only ones in opposition were knee-jerk liberals shouting absurd slogans like "No war for oil" and a few traditionalist free-thinkers like myself.