After reading so much detailed stuff about planes here, my final conclusion is: it sounds like mindless drivel to me

and I'm in dire need to close the wide gaps in my knowledge about planes.
Widewing mentioned this book:
Aerodynamics, Aeronautics, and Flight Mechanics by Barnes W. McCormick
It looks almost exactly like the stuff i want - except for the fact that it's still only mindless drivel for me and i'm lost shortly after the table of contents

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The book looks like a good reference when you actually know what you're looking for but its pretty sad when it comes to teaching stuff.
Has anyone recommendations for books which are a good starting point? I'm not afraid of maths and I think i could dig myself through the mentioned book but it really doesnt make it a time-efficient endeavor, nor a pleasant read.
every input is welcome
