You know, you guys lauding the -1 ARE forgetting one important feature of the -1A: It comes in a very cool white skin that will remind your enemies of an upside down seagull coming to peck their eyes out
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Wgmount, the thing about the rudder is it takes some practice and you've got to be smooth. Once you get the hang of it, the rudder will seem unfair
Keep going to the TA and sparring with people better than you. Go to the DA once in awhile and see how long you can last against a better stick. In some respects, it's like learning a new language--you can't be afraid to look stupid. Just stick with it, and give it your best effort. You're going to die often, regardless, so you might as well die trying something out.
As for your aiming issues, you'll have to ask a good shot. I'm amongst the worst in the game