Hey Triple 9,
We all experience pain,loss hardship. This journey we call life is just that, a journey. Its how we deal with the experiences we go through is what counts. From reading your post I assume your wife may be experiencing a crisis in health. Right now she and your kids need you more than this game does. You need to remain strong for them because in you they may see the focal point they need to get through this crisis. It was such at the loss of my only sibling several years ago. We cannot forsee what will lie ahead but faith in yourself, your family, your friends and God will be what sees you through this. I will add my prayers to those who have already posted and my wishes for the hardship you face to resolve quickly.
EZRhino