I think my tenth or so post apologizing for being a drunkard in the MA finally got me to lay off the booze when I played. Plus my ability to perform decreased with each additional ounce of alcohol and that only added fuel to the fire.
Many can handle it and even do well but all the same, I could not.
<S> to you for seeing it and recognizing an apology was in order, just look out for more of the same. It really isn't much fun when it gets to be a problem.