I've been around long enough to know that someone that puts in the time you do in this game is either:
handicapped and stuck at home.....which I sincerely hope isn't the case, but one I could understand and say to you, "more power to ya".
or you're a lazy unemployed bum living off of someone else, with no friends and you use this game to make up for it.
or you've achieved the goals you set for yourself in life, have retired and are now enjoying your free time.
I strongly suspect you're in the second category and sadly there are thousands if not millions of American youth just like you. If you and your type would put your energy into something productive that actually meant something in the real world, we'd all be a lot better off.