I can relate. I'm a tree hugger..lol. I won't even kill a bug in the house. I catch them and bring them outside...lol. So one day at work we had a bird in the warehouse. I tried everything to get him out before he ended up flying in the freezer. Huge freezer, with auto doors. Anyway..I finally get him in a trailer and he lands on the floor right in front of me. So I step forward to pick him up.......and what do I do? I end up stepping right on him and killing him. ......Man it just about killed me, I felt terrible.