Believe me that there is a God. I know this due to my past experiences with what was life-changing, and even though I'm still here, it took me to be gone to understand how much he does love us. He gave us his one and only son to protect and LOVE every one of us. Talk to him, and ask him for his help. Believe in him and don't forget that he hasn't taken a moment to breathe. That's going back to as far as God created the sun! I spent quite some time either not being here or when I was, believe me, he never once took a break on me... For when we need him the MOST, start asking him for help!
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