That feels like utter crap and at the moment has NO DAMN CARE about being at work.. taking calls to help the irelvant calls of poeple not understanding how to open thier damn outlook.
Im sorry.. But I feel that THIS even has changed my life! I cannot for the life of me care or even remotely have any CARE for anything but the issues at HAND!
I want Action and I want it now

Im not saying retaliation.. But more of the ability to understand HOW, WHY! , WHO!
I put my job and the entertainment that I enjoy so much in the background! for now.
I want so much to help.. but yet I feel as I am insignifigant!
I have been contemplating moving back to NJ/NYC area for quite some time!
I have had god lay a Pull on my heart to return to my home.
I have actually felt for quite some time for SOME strang reason that somehtin BAD was going to happen! !

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DID I KNOW SOMETHING!?!
I say all this in complete seriousness!
I am so confused and scared about being lead by the spirit about this that I Dont have words to really express what im feeling..
I do feel like a great part of ME has died with all this
People of Christ... please pray for me and this situation!
I say this in all seriousness
