I am just trying to be helpful, Weasel.
Your condemnation of all authority is one of the classic symptoms of psychological “Displacement” which in it most energetic form, Freud characterizes as the ego rejecting the incompatible idea completely with its affect and then behaves as if the idea never occurred. But, at this moment, the subject is in a psychosis, which can only be classified as `hallucinatory confusion`. Thus the ego is said to have separated itself from reality so that the hallucination can persist.
As a Freudian, I believe the root cause of your anxieties to be psychosexual in nature. Anxiety neurosis is said to have a sexual origin but it does not attach itself to ideas taken from one's sexual life, i.e., "it has no psychical mechanism." The specific cause of anxiety neurosis is said to be an accumulation of sexual tension produced by the abstinence or unconsummation of sexual excitation. It is quite common for males to manifest many deep-seated psychological problems in a perception of phallic size deficiency.
In this instance, it is your perception that is more important than any actual physical phallic size deficiency. I recently suggested the first step in your treatment, which would then open up an opportunity for the psychoanalytical process to delve deeper into the problem.
My colleague, who eschews Freud and follows the teachings of CG Jung, of course disagrees with my diagnosis. He thinks you’re an idiot.
