Grim and Hoss
I myself had to go thru this a few weeks ago as some might recall. My cat perry had to be put under due a hyper thyroid that lead to heart complications and nerve damage. It was the hardest thing I had to do and I can still see the look on his face as he went under. I wish I could tell you that it gets better, but I myself am still in misery over losing him. Keep your head up, and try not to dwell on it, just remember all the love that he gave you, and you gave him.