MrBlack, unfortunately I've had a dear friend do just that, it is one of the thoughts that comes to haunt me before purchasing a gun. He seemed a very sane fella, always down to earth, one day he just did himself in with his dads gun, no warnings whats so ever. I really don't know what would make someone do that, but for one thing it must've been something not many can handle. I plan to have it locked up, with the ammo in a seperate location. Just so no one may have access to it easily.
SmokinSS, thanks for the advice, I did notice with the .45 I was shooting low for 50% of my shots because I was "anticipating" the kick, I noticed when it didn't fire I lunged almost enough to take a step foward. The last 100 shots or so I was shooting much better almost letting it suprise me.
It seems I'm leaning to a .22 , now to decide a pistol or revolver. Was a pain in the arse to load a mag once I got to the last 1-2 rounds. Revolver would seem a bit quicker.
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Thank you everyone for the advice its really appreciated.
-BM