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Special Events Forums => Friday Squad Operations => Topic started by: USRanger on November 09, 2015, 02:54:58 AM
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I want to publicly apologize for snapping on ImADot in the other thread. I am currently battling coming off a hardcore addiction to an absolutely evil PTSD drug, and the withdrawals have ruined my mental health. As a result, I snap on people when I normally wouldn't without realizing what I am doing until later. Sadly, my family has also had to endure this. I feel like I've gone insane most of the time, but I refuse to give up on beating this if I want to reclaim my life. Only jaeger1 has been aware of this (thank you for all the support my friend). I didn't even tell my squaddies until this past Friday, my first time flying since starting this journey. I didn't go into much details of the constant physical & mental suffering, so I hope they understand. The withdrawals are just like heroin (so I'm told), but last months instead of a short time, but I'm beating it.
ImADot, I'm sorry for jumping on you like that. I do hope you will forgive me. I'm just not right in the head right now. I hope to be "normal" one day soon, and hope people will not judge me for my current behavior. I honestly don't know I'm losing my cool until it hits me later what I've said or done to people. I hope you will please accept my apology bud. I am sorry & embarrassed. :o
Thanks all. :salute
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RANGER:
Thanks for your service, I know what you are going through, I had a bad time for a while after getting back from nam but not like my 2 nephews that are going through the same thing as you are since they got back from Iraq and Afgan. HANG IN THERE trooper YOU CAN BEAT THIS. SALUTE, and if there is anything I can do let me know
ab8aac/dmdchief
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Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.
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Hang in there sir...