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General Forums => The O' Club => Topic started by: BLINK on June 22, 2019, 01:28:23 PM
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has been a hell of a lot better....
depression is a bad thing....brought me to the brink....
went to where my brother fell from the bridge....
came so close to jumping....to join him.....
then the thought of my kids....saved me again....
pretty crazy how life changes one moment to the next....
been doing some writing nothing great but it expresses....
I am now back to painting full time....shoulda never quit....hindsight right...
for those who are interested :-)
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2 of the poems I wrote recent...
I truly forgot who I am.....
I am an Artist....
In all that I do....
A Lover and a Fighter to.....
My heart was full of torment....
Rage was all I knew....
Anger so hot it burned....
It burned me all the way through.....
All it took....
Was a look from you....
To set me on the path....
I strive since the day you were born...
To become a better me.....
My Children saved me....
Their Love set me free....
Yes I have made many mistakes.....
I am sure...
I will make some more....
Yet Never again....
Will I forget....
Or lose sight, you can bet.....
I am a Warrior for Yahaveh....
Who Stands for right and Truth.....
The World is going to try to convince you.....
That there is no Creator above....
I am here to tell you....
we absolutely, were made with Love....
I am a diddlying Warrior....
a survivor....
A man of intense character....
I make weak men shiver....
And the Woman quiver....
I am Like quick Silver....
I Have faced Death and didnt waiver....
Honor and Integrity is my core....
I am a dinosaur....
A living breathing Minotaur....
I remember now....
I will not forget....
why Yahaveh made me this way...
I am his Warrior....
I was molded for his plan....
I was lost and couldnt find my way....
I cried out in pain....
I Cry out in agony....
The world is full of evil and lies....
men work their deciet....
for evil gain....
soon they will see...
the futility.....
of thier twisted ways....
they pervert justice....
and claim righteousness...
they think no one sees....
soon I will be.....
released on to thee....
to bind your kings....
chain your nobles....
No one can stand before me....
My sword arm does not weaken....
my aim is true....
I will not falter....
for I have the Creator of all....
he gives life...and takes it away....
he is the master of eternity....
he has shown me the way....
of Truth and righteousness....
No one will stop what he has ordained....
Yahaveh is his name....
hope your days are awesome!!
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Wow very nice man. Thanks for posting. :rock
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Wow very nice man. Thanks for posting. :rock
Thanx :salute
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God bless your kids!
Been there. Sometimes I feel we all go though some type of awakening.
My best to you!
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WOW! What a talent! No wonder folk were saying, that you were a great Tattoo guy! Should have know I guess...It is, TATTOO ARTIST after all. :rofl Like we discussed before, dont dwell on the negative. I went though my own battles with kids involved. So I understand the situation! Maybe the painting we keep you straight, mine....this game! You quit?:furious almost want to kick your arse for that one...well almost! At least you changed course.Do it again..will at least I would challenge to a Duel to the death! Like old school duels...say KI-84 at 5K. Yes i know...Challenged usually picked the weapon----So yes....Ki- 84s :rofl Love ya Brother! Trust me I know talent check this out!!! My mom :D https://www.artmajeur.com/en/paintpiddler/artworks
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:banana: :rock :salute
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WOW! What a talent! No wonder folk were saying, that you were a great Tattoo guy! Should have know I guess...It is, TATTOO ARTIST after all. :rofl Like we discussed before, dont dwell on the negative. I went though my own battles with kids involved. So I understand the situation! Maybe the painting we keep you straight, mine....this game! You quit?:furious almost want to kick your arse for that one...well almost! At least you changed course.Do it again..will at least I would challenge to a Duel to the death! Like old school duels...say KI-84 at 5K. Yes i know...Challenged usually picked the weapon----So yes....Ki- 84s :rofl Love ya Brother! Trust me I know talent check this out!!! My mom :D https://www.artmajeur.com/en/paintpiddler/artworks
Thanx man Ive been doing totally tubular great!! just painted a smoking hot chick... :-) she thinks I am "amazing"
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Hi Blink
Those pictures are poo :rofl
I am still awesome by the way :)
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Hi Blink
Those pictures are poo :rofl
I am still awesome by the way :)
That's not what the ladies are sayin.... :banana:
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Ladys are devices of the devil :)
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Good to see/hear that you were able to realize that your reason(s) for being here are not yet completed....
Love the paintings, you have such an artistic talent and eye...
Wondering how many will truly understand the poetry/poems meaning(s)
Good to see you posting, brother Fields....
~S~
TC / Johnny
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Good to see/hear that you were able to realize that your reason(s) for being here are not yet completed....
Love the paintings, you have such an artistic talent and eye...
Wondering how many will truly understand the poetry/poems meaning(s)
Good to see you posting, brother Fields....
~S~
TC / Johnny
Thank Ya!!
I have had...I dont know what one would call it....a breakthrough...epiphany....
I realized every negative thought was the past holding on to me and not letting me see who I was.... every time I thought negative I was telling the Creator that his gifts are not worthy....
I haven't had any self negative thoughts in weeks....have never been happier in my life...not for this long of an extended time...
and now I know no matter what comes my way....I have already faced and surpassed some heavy crap....
I have made my games...got 3 out now...did something that most could never do....created a sick PC game all by myself.... all of it...except the music haha
now I am pulling in commissions for pet portraits and art....tattooing again....
Loving Life!
Ladys are devices of the devil :)
haha that may be true haha
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:rock Happy for ya, Brother! This good news made MY DAY! :aok
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:rock Happy for ya, Brother! This good news made MY DAY! :aok
:salute
now I just dont have time to fly haha
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Good to hear "Ink", each day is a new decision. :salute
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Its sunny in the UK so no AH
When i get out of jail you can stay at my house if you come to the UK.
If you are a bit odd you will fit in in the North of England.
Bruv is from southern England and shave his spuds to cope with being fat :old:
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The comments I am getting...the compliments.... :o
its pretty cool....
did these live on FB....
and wow...hahaha the woman who like artists.... :angel:
funny how I thought I couldn't do crap without the wife....became so dependent on her....even when I knew she was moral less...... never again....
I literally have woman almost tripping over themselves to get to know me since I have been doing the live paintings.... so needless to say...I wont be flying much hahahaha
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Its the guide dogs and walking sticks that makes them trip over :rofl
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Its the guide dogs and walking sticks that makes them trip over :rofl
:rofl