Okay... well...
First I want you to take, like, twenty deep breaths.... Clear your mind...
Sit back, and relax....
Then look at
http://costofwar.com/.
Then take a minute to consider the conditions, pre-war.
Now, imagine those same billions... at that rate, that fast, POURING into your enemy's educational, irrigation, and health systems...
Go back and watch those numbers in that context. Pick any country. Anywhere. Any of your enemies.
While you watch those numbers flash by, imagine every one of those dollars streaming into that country in, say, 1999.
The potential for good.... of good-will, of.... like, HERO status is unmistakeable. They would KISS YOUR FEET. They'd LOVE you!
Instead, you dump those exact same numbers of dollars into killing them.
For this cost, you coulda HAD em!
It's all twisted....