well stated howie, im glad i was wrong and you still are a good guy.
firstly, 71 squadron: i could not disband it as Redtop has been the AH2 CO always, and always will be. he is a far better man than you or I and he is a far better CO than i would ever be. and even if i could disband it i wouldnt, and i wouldnt leave my gang for all the tea in walmart.
you are right, i was inflamatory to the entire squad and i have been since the MOAT. this is wrong of me but i kinda feel that if all of you sat in and watched the apparent build up of this so called moat, then watched me walking intot the trap out of concern for your squads welbeing from the start, then laughed at me untill i found out, then laughed me even harder and prodded every time there was a chance, that the entire squad wants to have it out, not just a few jealous sheep.
your much kinder approach now, and sensible line of wording makes your point seem so much clearer. and isnt it nicer to have me respond in a similar fashion.
My honest appology for generalising the BKs just because a couple of your memebrs are arses. to the rest of you, i do find your part in the Moat a surprise but i see the funny side and i dont blame you for keep schtuum about it. no one wants to be a grass.
If you really want to know, I was hurt by the moat, personally. not by any of morpheus' uselessness, nor from any feeling of false embarasment to the comunity.
i was hurt that some people i liked and respected had taken pleasure in my obviously confued posts regarding your squadron reshuffle.
in all of my study of our minds, in all my predictions of how things could be on this stupid soap opera, i was shocked at that , and i was shocked at leviathn's sudden admission that he was behind a monster troll. At least when i sent him a PM appologising for causing him and his squad any trouble he had the dignity to simply not respond instead of lie to me. i respect that.
to be honest though, the only BKs that regularly troll this board that didnt lay into me once in anything other than a joking manner are stang, superdud and furball. I have a huge ammount of respect for them for not lowering themselves to the level that all others but Lazs and leviathn did. (just the board trollers group, there are BKs that havnt even showed up yet, and i expect dont plan to, kudos to them too) even one of your guys that i have never seen, battled, or even heard of in the MA started telling me what my problems were and how my mind was working.
remember, in my mind this board is probably more of a 'joke' than it is to you, it is the largest source i have for my interests for sure, and most of the time it is rather a sick joke that we're displaying about ourselvs.......
.......but it is still possible to hurt me, even over the net, that is maybe where we are so different..... losing an assumed friendship is far more hurtfull than 10,000 snidey little b1tch posts full of lies and manipulations.
'in reality you are wsting each others time.'
possibly a true statement, but morpheus get enjoyment somehow out of his wind up games and tiny victories of falsehood, and i get enjoyment out of sometimes seeming like some total dumb arse who takes the bait even when its still in the tackle box, and observing the results from the asailant. using different methods of retort and reply, and sometimes letting it die, but sometimes seeing how far it can go. its addictive to see what will happen next depending on my actions to a certain individual.
so in one sence we ar e both enjoyng it.
what i do not enjoy and what started my fued with morpheus was decent people having decent ideas and threads torn to pieces on a daily basis.
we dont see too much of this recently, although the overall scale of the bad threads has intensified almost out of control.
skuzzy loves us, but this thread is probably dead too.
peace all, its is a game but to me life is not the game we might think it is, and if my opinions disturb or offend you i do appologise.
bat.
