After investing a rather larger than average waste of time studying this fellow, I really feel more and more that the root cause of his refusal to deploy was simple cowardice. He might not recognize it as such, because I imagine cowardice, simple primal cowardice, is an odd beast to confront and watada could very well be in denial, that wont last long once the door locks behind him.
Its not like he was drafted. He is an officer in the United States Army who refused to deploy to a combat zone.