Originally posted by Curval
You need some positive vibes man. If you feel that you are doomed, you will be.
My grandfather was diagnosed with a really bad form of lung cancer many years ago. His family doc shook his hand and said "You have 6 months to live". He died 12 years later of something totally unrelated to his cancer.
He just wouldn't accept that nothing could be done.
Be positive and get checked out by some really good doctors if you can.
Fight until you feel you can't fight any more. Then find a way to keep fighting.
Good luck man, if I can help in any way let me know.
Curvals got the right idea.
"Acute anxiety, Depression, I don't know, I feel doomed."
While not the same situation you are faced with I felt all of the same things.
What turned it around for me was when I had my bone marrow test.
For those that dont know.
The best I ican discribe it as is they take a corkscrew and screw it into the small of your back into the bone. VERY painful.
But feeling pain makes me angry. Anger steels my resolve.
I got pissed off and decided I wasnt going to surrender and I wasnt going take it laying down.
You need to find that place inside you that does the same thing.
Dont let yourself get too high, or too low.
But remain steady and unwavering in your resolve.
And dont be afraid to see other doctors.
If you need a shoulder that can relate let me know
We are part of the same family now