Ok, please feel free to insert tears wherever necessary.
I think I'm about done fellas and Betty.
I've been playing almost 18 months now. Lately, I'm just not feeling the love, nor the point.
We all hear the phrase, "the game has changed, it's not the same as it was (fill in the time period)..." But, having a whopping year and a half in, I really do feel like I sense a game change, and not all for the better.
First, I seem utterly unable to find a 'good fight' at least on a regular basis.
When I first joined, I fought in all the arenas. I mostly enjoyed the late war MA. I'm surprised in that I actually found quite a few 1v1's in the LW MA. I don't know why. Maybe it was the smaller maps. Maybe it was a different player base. Maybe (probably) it was just luck.
But when the LW MA wasn't working, I always knew I could count on the AvA.
Second, my attitude to the AvA has definately evolved. At first, I felt it should be an extension of the MA...another arena with MA play, but with historical maps and planesets. The AvA has evolved alot since I first started. Perhaps the peak, imo, was the country play with the tiny maps. Talk about intense fights! Base capture on a map 6 or 8 squares a side. Uber sticks like Ded, Kong, Trukill, N7, Oldman, 1Duke1, Storch, and so on. You want to fight, go grab your 109 or jug and stand the heck by. But, even then, you could get the 1v1. I learned more after getting shot down by N7 or Storch, and then having them meet me to re-engage again over and over until the lessons sunk in... and of course they called their squad buddies off during a fight. But now we have what we have.
I commend Shifty and crowd for doing their best. Is it good or bad? Well, it's different. Last time I got in the AvA I got beat on like the MA, but with a much longer commute.
Third, so I have been trying the DA. I admit, I'm a newcomer to the DA. The only time I went in there, prior to the 'new' AvA, was on drunken Friday nights to go against a squaddie for kicks. Lately, instead of dueling buddies, I've been hitting 'furball lake.' Now don't get me wrong, furball lake is what it is. I don't go wading in expecting everyone to stop what they're doing to fight me. In fact, I use it as a way to get my SA up fast, or to just experiment: how well does a K-4 handle low and outnumbered 1 v 3?
But, tonight for example, it was low numbers; yet folks fight like it means something. Like that perk plane actually, you know, cost perks, or you got perks for a kill. I mean, I chased some clown in his C-hog, till his buddy knocked me off. Yeah, I knew his bud was back there. I was so mad that this clown wouldn't fight, that I was pwning but couldn't hit his sloshy bum 600 yards out with my tater gun...and then, fight after fight, I'd get isolated with a guy to have his unseen, 6.0k+ countryman come in to whack me deep into a turning, scissoring fight, or the time I engaged the temp disadvantaged, maneuvered, ate up the angles, and then had his boy in the spit clear me off, and I flew off then augered in frustration...and then guys are landing and congratulating themselves for landing in the freaking dueling arena! Like WHY? Is HTC putting the top guy in the DA on the front page anytime soon?
Finally, these big maps. Ok, you can't please everyone all of the time. But, c'mon man. You got 80-150 guys on one of these maps and it's a freaking ghost town. Tonight I actually found the 'high numbers' arena, got going a bit, and folks are banging down the FH and VH, to capture the base. But, you know, you knock down all those hangars and, like, who are we supposed to fight?
So here I am. 18 months later on a Wednesday night and I am freaking bored. I'm just not feeling it. I suppose some of this is growing pains. I'm not an expert. But, I can hold my own with most folks on here for a few turns. I can land kills in most planes. If I have any real problem now, it's that I can't survive hugely outnumbered, and that I really need some time to hold my guns on someone to kill them; my gunnery needs work. But if I can get a con isolated, I can give him a good fight for a bit. But, I don't want to just survive. I actually want to just fight. I don't have alot of time to play in a given night. I need to get on, get in some fights, and then go to bed. So, lately I've been saying to hell with score or any other measure of success (except fun) and I've been upping whatever I feel like flying, finding that proverbial 'biggest red darbar' and then wading in at 6k. And you know what? I get 3 or 4 or every red con in the vicinity dogging my tail, and I'm just not good enough to win 3 v 1 yet. And dying every sortie, while exciting, just isn't all that fun either.
I'm not sure what's left. I think I'm about done. I have 900 perks in fighters. I keep holding onto those, like they're my nest egg. I keep telling myself that before I leave, I'm gonna burn those bad boys up. All that work; I'm not giving them back to HTC for free.
I suppose if y'all see me upping 262's, that means the end is at hand.
I see alot of folks with years in this game. I keep wondering, "how?" I don't really have an interest in another online game like Eve or Everquest or Warhammer. Yet, I'm not feeling the hook to keep me here either.
I suppose this warrants as a generic whine. I hope at least my whine ranked well.
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