Yes im blinded by the light,I have never been a score dweeb but i always kept an eye on it ,but this month i decided to not even look at it once,and though at times it has been hard for me to not look, i am having the most fun this month,I am also flying birds im not used to and not considered good planes by most,and i dont care,because of suffering from short term memory loss i dont remember if im doing well or not,im just having fun.I believe i shunt look at any part of my score again.