To me, it seems like a rule was made up along the way to see me suspended. I know the FSO CM Team wasn't involved with the decision making. Seems like a special situation came up and the FSO Team Lead saw an opportunity and struck. Granted I blatantly broke the forum rule however I wasnt on the forum. It was, what I thought, a personal and private email. But you say since it was to a CM about an event it is not personal, even though it is an email. I find that somewhat sketchy. I feel like a victim of oppression and tyranny. Warloc's decision was in fact tyrannical. If I thought that what I said to Shifty, in an email mind you, would get me suspended I wouldn't have said it. I WOULD NEVER say that on this BBS. EVER. But a personal email? Why not. "They can't say anything about what I email to people" was exactly my thought. As I said earlier, I am not looking for a pardon. I am simply asking questions. And according to you midi, I cant do that any more because it is considered either poking or prodding a CM. And that is grounds for suspension? I am a little confused on the poking/prodding thing and I will need an explanation if you please. This is merely a discussion, I dont want any blood boiling.