Hey Cit, I would suggest ending this by admitting that what you did was wrong and that you do care about score and achievments, because the honesty and health of one member of this community is the honesty and health of it all, as you can see by this circular web of confusion unfolding before us.
To deny that score or perks or achievements mean nothing to you, is basically impossible because that is how society trains us to do things for it, with rewards; yes: Like tools and zombies we do it, but some do it because they must, those who don't should be glad and happy.
To sit there as you are now; in your position of influence and being looked up to by others and to simply deny these basic factors of our very civilization is what causes chaos like this. While these things may not mean *much* to you, to say that they are a null factor is an impossibility.