One of the reasons I like AH, is that our modern Dept of ED emotional products only get more pain for whining at management.
Ain't a lot of sympathy in this game owned and run by men the OP's father's age. Nor from most of the vets in the game.
Skuzzy, you got a picture of a peewee league participation trophy you can issue to the OP to make him feel better about his virtual experience?