I want to publicly apologize for snapping on ImADot in the other thread. I am currently battling coming off a hardcore addiction to an absolutely evil PTSD drug, and the withdrawals have ruined my mental health. As a result, I snap on people when I normally wouldn't without realizing what I am doing until later. Sadly, my family has also had to endure this. I feel like I've gone insane most of the time, but I refuse to give up on beating this if I want to reclaim my life. Only jaeger1 has been aware of this (thank you for all the support my friend). I didn't even tell my squaddies until this past Friday, my first time flying since starting this journey. I didn't go into much details of the constant physical & mental suffering, so I hope they understand. The withdrawals are just like heroin (so I'm told), but last months instead of a short time, but I'm beating it.
ImADot, I'm sorry for jumping on you like that. I do hope you will forgive me. I'm just not right in the head right now. I hope to be "normal" one day soon, and hope people will not judge me for my current behavior. I honestly don't know I'm losing my cool until it hits me later what I've said or done to people. I hope you will please accept my apology bud. I am sorry & embarrassed.
Thanks all.
