Hello gents,
After some days cooling down, I thought over the situation and all the advices and remarks I've got on my post. First of all, I do miss the flying. And second, I thought about how I can get my mind in such state to enjoy the flying more and at the other hand get some distance from the crappy things like being hunted down or verbally attacked.
I decided -for now- to keep flying, but without channel 200 and just focusing on the flying part, flightwise and country-wise. Just for fun, just as a fighter, no rank no game wise flying. The next days I'm gonna figure out if this works for me in the MA. I considered flying FSO, but after some information, its clear thats not going to work for me. I'm form Europe and the time difference is a serious issue. I would have to fly from about 3 o'clock in the night to 6 o'clock in the morning. To much wife-ack to expect.
So, you can see me in the sky now and then, and hopefully I get to enjoy the game again.
Thanks all for the replies and advice. It helped a lot.
A humble <S>, Dizz