Ironically....MERV talks trash of me here, but in game he acts like he is a friend. Thank you Jordan for letting me know where we truly stand.
Its all good folks. Going thru a rough patch in real life. My reactions are now getting under control. It is something I have to work on daily. I will not make excuses for my reactions/behaviour in the last few years, but I will say that I am in treatment and working through it. So for those that still want to judge me....ok, that is up to you.
Peace 
We all go through something that can dictate our behavior. The first step is self-awareness and making corrections. Been there, done that, have all the t-shirts. Peaks and valleys.
Don’t worry about what people say about you. Stay focused on getting through the other side of the grinder in one piece. Never let anyone chase you from anywhere, no matter how ridiculous. Just remember, after every valley is a peak. Buckle up and survive the rude. When you think you’re at the end of the rope, tie a knot in it and hold on. Bad times will exhaust itself. Don’t worry about the ignorance of others. You take care of you. Do what makes you smile. This sim has been therapy for many. <S> peace
Edit: Merv/Finetime is good people. He’s not aware of your misfortunes. I’m sure he means you no harm, its just game banter. Fly with him sometime, he’s very welcoming.
