Stalkerish. It's almost
as if you've got RL experience in this area.
I have a ship load of experience with inflated overboard as a monitor engineer. I’ve worked with 450 high profile music artist. You have every symptom of someone I’d refuse to work with. Like Prince and Steven Tylor. Unmanageable. If I did, I’d bring em down to size, thats what I was paid to do, or pork their show to bring em in line. They sing, I control the ship they sing on.
Absolutely, yes I do. Correct yourself or suffer from yourself.
You’re good, your arrogance overshadows it. You have no class. You’re a narcissist. Only you are right, only you deserve attention, only you have a right to be abusive. But you can never ever mentally take what you put out. As big as you think you look, you look small. Your biggest fear, being normal. I have a feeling I’m not the first to say this. Its permeated.
Then again, in psychology, some people thrive on being hated, its a personality disorder.
Instead if being praised, you set yourself up to be shunned.
People who claim to know it all, don’t.
Stop crying about everything. Ya make yourself look weak, not strong.