"II'm doing is more important than any buff is (after all, you don't hear buffs taunting alot--which is, of course, because they aren't good pilots). I would just appear to be an A-Hole with no regar admit it. You caught me. I need the attention. I up my Lancs and take out 3fhs, a vh and most of town because I need the attention from my country.
It's a tough thing. I don't get any recognition in public. I feel like nobody loves me, and I just want my countrymen to say, "WTG!" and "Well done!"
I'm getting counseling now; my shrink says that if only I would be a fiter in a furball, I could conform more--dodging the infinite circle of bombing, praise, and self-esteem boost. Instead, he says, as a furball fiter, I could match my wits in a fairly unpredictable blizzard of metal and bullets with others who enjoy similar confusion and a feeling of anonymity.
Everytime I get a kill, my shrink suggests that I taunt the player I killed to show everyone in the MA what a tough guy I am, and maybe I could get some respect that way; this would not only be a self-esteem booster, but it would mask my intent of seeking conformity AND self-esteem by allowing me to pretend that what d for the goal for which the game was designed--to win fields and wars.
Additionally, my shrink suggests that I try to preach other buffers out of the stratosphere and into the melting pot so that they too will avoid standing out as those that need attention.
Somewhat related, he also suggested that my 401k, garden, job, family, and automobiles where only methods of getting attention, and they I should separate myself from all of them. So from now on, I'll be playing the game via cell phone modem thingy from a small cabin in northern Wisconsin, snaring rabbits and funnelling rain water to survive.
Thanks for setting me straight! "
Ogun does this mean all the money I spent puttin Flowmasters, FITPK etc on my truck mean I have a problem?????
Zaphod