Yesterday I had a really bad day. Couldn't hit anything. Got shot down by a Typh, replaned twice and was vulched two times by the same Typh despite plenty of friendlies around. When they finally got the Typh I took off, pulled too tight a turn and crashed. Pure frustration. The Typh pilot, dangling from his chute got his forth hogenbor kill this way :-(
Anyway, today I played with a clear mind and had my best day ever. Landed two kills over an enemy field in a Fw190A-5 and after that helped defending an airfield onder siege from a CV group. In succession I landed 2 then 3 then 4 kills, my first time ever to do so. All this in a lightly loaded FM2. Of course the enemy was outnumbered and I got a fair share of luck. But I managed to turn around my abysmal score of yesterday to my first 1:1 K/D. Laughable by veteran standards, but pretty encouraging for someone who started his first on-line flightsim experience two months ago and can't play that much. All areas in the stats show a definite improvement (they must be good for something). Besides I almost exclusively fly planes with high eny values and don't fly spits (only the I), nikis, or LA7s, I only shoot them down (sometimes).
I have an awful lot to learn, but at least I have a measure of confidence now. I can tulips a situation, I can see the odds, I know some strengths ands weaknesses of planes I fly and I encounter. Great.
My last sortie was from a CV. An attack came in from a Tempest and a Spit but they were way too high. Turned around and saw the Tempest attack my carrier and crash. What a waste. Anyway, the Spit did a halfhearted attack on me, I turned after him and dove to the deck. Got within range (how the heck did he spoil all his E?) but then my joystick denied the use of my elevators 'don't move your controls so rapidly' so I crashed. A sad end to a rather good day.
And tomorrow? I will suck again, no doubt ;-) But at least I suck a little bit less every week. Incidently, if someone can help me with an ancient Gravis Phoenix joystick (best I ever used) under XP it would be appreciated.