Nash, you CAN kick this all by yourself IF you really want to. It's all about what you want to do. Going to rehab is fine if you need people to tell you drugs are bad and keep them away from you. If you want this bad enough you can do it all by yourself. The reason so many people go back to using after rehab is they never wanted to quit in the first place. I had a meth addiction and kicked it when I decided it wasn't what I wanted. People who say heroin is more addictive than meth, never did meth. If you make up your mind that you don't like the toejam, that's the biggest step to kicking it. Bottom line is nobody will make you quit, except you. Good Luck, Bro!