Originally posted by Zazen13
Why then intentionally thrust yourself into disadvantageous situations. Got too much free time? Have a martyr complex? Dunno, you tell me..
I'm glad you asked. I've been flyin since 98 and have run the whole gamut of flight. Spent a few years in 190's over the hill, flying to live, doin the S3's, learning to be a pilot of opportunity in a low risk situation. After a time, I got pretty good at it, not as good as you do, but pretty good none the less.
Over time, what I found is that while being good at what I did, I didn't fight a whole lot. That's not in the low risk scenario of doing things. But on those occasions when I stepped in too far I had to fight. I really enjoyed the fight. The hundreds of planes I've shot down over the years I couldn't tell you about. But the fights ?? I remember them all.
Flying to live for me became same'o same'o. Bland. I have a goal or set of goals that keep me coming back day after day. Never the same, always different, always a challenge. I'm going to be that guy at the bottom of the pile that kills them all.
Impossible you say ?? For me it prolly is. Got two or three squadies that do it on a regular basis so I know it can be done. So I work it. Work it every time I'm up.
Not a martyr and I work around 60 hours a week so it isn't too much time.
I think it's for my 10 kill film when they were all above me.
Maybe tomorrow.. If not, there's always the next day. This tour I've learned that I need to keep my speed down. I've been too fast, going to keep the speed down and work on it.
Kill a couple above you and it's a drug..
..three ???
WHOOT !!
I'm....a junkie..in training.