I still check the boards now and then. I just don't have the motivation to play that I oncew did. I really loved the game for about a year, then after that some kind of retarded addiction set in. I'd find myself logging on to fly when, if i was completely honest with myself, I really didn't even want to be. I'd get into big duke-it-out bulletin board battles here and on bigweek over supremely important topics like *radar!* or *who's a better dueler!*

A thirty something year old man with a family of five has no business arguing over such things.

My flight rig (minus the box which I sold to a friend) has been sitting down in the garage for several months. I passed by it the other day and thought I might get sentimental. But no, not at all. I might be back on my daughters dell which I'm using now, I dunno. we'll see.
Lately I've been real busy with work and family. actually tonight I just got back from a week long disney vacation/cruise with the family. Had a blast. Thought about aces high zero times. Glad to see rrams growing too.

It's important to remember that games are games, and real life things are, well, real life things.
I miss my squaddies. I hate the idea of drifting apart, but I just have zero desire to play the game anymore. Maybe that will change with time.