i dunno hblair....i've been thinking that there is a perfect world out there where everything i want happens exactly as i want it and where i am at the center of attention at all times and where i actually get a kill now and then.....oh well .....wait....pain meds wearing off...real world sinking in.....oh well i guess i am stuck here in a.h. sloppin down some beers with the bast'ds, bein the worlds easiest target and having a good time anyway -
either that or i will post that i am leaving, be real quiet while everyone sz what a great guy i am and then respond when everyone stops talking about me to stir the pot...
"i'm gonna do it....dont try ta stop me..."
hmmm....
