Are they Spit 9's? If so, I'm with ya.
Camo - we will be yer worst nightmare. You will wake up soaked and shuddering... and you will see our faces. You will eat, drink and live the havok we will wreak... and you will see our faces. Your social life will be in tatters. You will no longer be able to form complete sentences. You will go to the drug store and look at 'Depends' as less of a joke, and more of a grim yet acceptable alternative. You will shake despite room temperature. You will vomit despite the fact that your appetite has kept you from eating in days. With every fiber of your being, you will fear us. And rightly so.
Save yourself this madness.
Fighting for God and country... Mom and apple pie (or whatever it is you Germans cook). These things are over-rated.
Sure, your soul is crying foul to this. You are saying to yourself, at this very moment, "Foul!". You are saying to yourself "But the fate of (blah blah blah)". 'Tis merely knee-jerk, Camo... perfectly natural... but it serves you not.
The voices that awaken you in the night... those are the individual voices of common sense coming together to form the undeniable chorus that is reason. Listen to them Camo. Listen carefully.
For God's sake look inside yourself man! The answers are all there.
When they tell you you that a 25% fuel loadout is optimal - maybe they know something that you don't. When they tell you that perhaps it would be better not to even fly a particular sortie at all - maybe they know something you don't. Who are we to judge the voices? Are we above the voices? I THINK NOT.
Camo - I need ya to dig deep here bud. THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX. Not inside the box. No. Not beside it or even through the box. Not under the box nor over it nor even afar from a powerful telescopic lens. OUTSIDE the box.
It is only from outside the box that you will hear the voices in all their glorius clarity. The message will be elegant, and simple.
'Don't fly in this thing, man. Bad idea.'
FWIW, This is my 2 cents, YMMV.