031598 <> sir terribly sorry for your loss.
i myself lost my mother on her 55th birthday with no warning. it is a huge shock, and terribly sad.
i can give this thought... life will go on, and you will do best to think of her, and do things that would make her proud. the memory of her will always be there, and know this, she is looking down upon you smiling.
if ever you need anything please let me know.