Why do people apologize for how they've behaved here????
Mr. Black didn't.
I've seen very few instances where people actually mean what they say when they apologize for something that pissed them off and then they went balistic here. I can understand that.
But that being said. It's like a cancer. I can vehemently state my opinion and then cuss like a sailer denied shore leave and then come back tomorrow and then say, "Oh, I'm sorry. I acted sooooooo irrationaly and said such bad things."
Hello, personal responsibility. Maybe you shouldn't say such bad things. Maybe a little personal restraint is in order. Maybe you should be on Prozac or Ritalin. Maybe you should not be playing video games as it distorts your sense or reality.
Perhaps you should open the freaking door to your room and realize that there actually is a 'reality' out there. A real 'reality'. I know it might hurt your eyes at first with all of the real daylight, but jeez, it's probably for your own good.
You will probably notice that your skin will look healthier and you will probably stop having the obsesive desire to argue ad naseum about the latest Star Wars movie and whether how Anakain became Darth Vader was acurate or 'real' enough.
Start living for the now, instead of apologizing for the past. And as far as the future goes, try to give some thought to trying to not act so stupid. It just might work. I mean if you have managed to live this long you probably have some sort of life skills. Make them work for you, instead of against you.
Next and probably most importantly, stop living your life here on the UBB. Don't talk about old girlfriends coming to visit you. If it isn't enough that you are concerned that she might visit you and you don't know it it's moral that she does, then go seek spritual advice. Don't ask a bunch of people from around the world, the bulk of which wouldn't know what a woman tasted like much like felt like.