I'm drained...just so at a loss. I'm living in a fog that is hard to get out of. If the kid had waited 2 minutes, if Tessa had waited 2 minutes, life would have been different.
I'm fighting alotta feelings now, rage, hate, hopelessness..everything beyond my control. Yet I'm trying to be strong for Kim. She is the one who has lost the most. She is far worse off than I am. Please keep the Prayers going. This Wednesday is the hardest since the death.
I thank all of you deeply for the prayers.
mac