For some reason, I feel I need to post here as well. Coming back here after long months off and like Grit's 5 week lay off, I don't miss it. When I returned this summer and joined 54 I was very happy for about 2 weeks. Then something happened, I don't know what. I didn't look forward to squad nights and that shocked me. Jester can tell you, squad nights were all I looked forward to the rest of the week. I miss flying and dieing but some of the bs that went on in the CT got to me. When I started here in Nov 02 with the 325th there seemed to be a tight community. For whatever reasons it seems to have dissipated by this summer to a point I no longer liked flying. I am not a AH player that enjoyed the thrill of the kill as much as I liked the immersion of reality that AH offered. I am far more interested in squad missions than I am lone eagle sorties. Hopefully my interest in coming back to the CT, or more accurately AH, will return. But after reading some of these new threads who knows. Jester, Lowe, and the rest of JG 54 I apologise about my sudden Amelia Earhardt this summer. I just totally walked away from AH and cut my ties. Anyway, enough of my rambling. I am *sure* someone in here will post a smart prettythang comment about it and, hey, back to square one.