Thanks Rip somehow im always a dreamer but never really pushed myself.
It feels the timeline is getting nigh.
It feels really like a challenge.
Hi Dago:
My father had a bad experience in the end when his heatlh failed and got dropped out like a number.
He also saw some guys die or get to know people who deadly crash.
But life will much more real than in that plant im workin now as an operator.
One thing i couple on all this is smoking i wanna quit all on 1 january.
Than i will rebuild my new disipline to get through.
Somehow all kinds of questions raised through my head and i went on a info evening at the college.
The teacher also changed his carreer even at 46 years old.
Next school year there will also be an evening traject.
and there stood a joystick in that teachin hangar.
like 3 signs i have to do it

i realize there comes responsibility with it also and the work is very accurate u really most know what ur doing.
there some weaknesses to overcome.