Just relax. Start a new account, with a new name, and get your AH fix for the day. Contact Skuzzy tommorrow, via the BBS or email, and have them switch everything over to your original name. I am sure they will be happy to accomodate you on this, as their customer service is 2nd to none, and they understand the AH "addiction".
But possibly the ole' addage "you catch more flies with honey" needs to be considered by you.
It's not HTC fault you screwed up, and the nice people have only posted here pointing out your cruddy attitude. We DO understand the "need" to fly thought, so take a breath, grab a new name for now, and have fun flying.