Eagler, I do not have an outlook problem. I've got a wide field of vision. My lack of spirituality comes from a skeptic attitude and lack of evidence supporting the spiritual
I can see beyond my daily day, no problem. I can easily take big chucks out of abstract concepts, such as spiritually, and intellectually understand them.
Feelings OTOH are more primitive in nature. They cannot be avoided, but the intellect can to some extend control how they are released.
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Baron Claus "StSanta" Von Ribbentroppen
9./JG 54 "Grünherz"

"I don't necessarily agree with everything I think." - A. Eldritch