I know what that feels like.
Flew last night for an hour and a half to get some cool screen shots for our page. Kong was on my six in a 109. I was in a mossie, flaming, leaking, as he was blowing off chunks.
Forgot to turn my film on the whole time I flew.
Ugh!
Even shot down storch once and with no film to prove to my son I can do it.