I'm sure you'll be back TMom -- that's why they call it Aces Crack. You tell yourself you can walk away any time you want. You can promise yourself "only one" (sortie), you can cold turkey, or you can even rehab at the AH Wing of the Betty Ford Center. But the urge never, ever, ever goes away!
Would love to see you in the air again. Aces High can use as many even tempered, normal people as it can get!
(By the way, don't forget "the kid are in bed, so I'm gonna fly for just a couple minutes before I go to sleep" trick.)