Curval I think you've misunderstood what people have been saying in the other threads concerning the 2nd Ammendment. I'm probably one of the "chest thumpers" you refered too so I'll try and make things clear on that issue.
I'm not ready to die to protect my 2nd ammendment right. I am however willing to fight for it. If in the course of that fight should it come to that, and I died, well I'd go out knowing I was fighting for something that was worth paying that price. That being said, the ultimate goal in such a fight is this: Don't die for your cause but make the other poor bastard die for his. (gotta love Patton, amazing man) Anyway If I died in such a cause I'd be OK with it because I know I wouldn't be going alone, I'd be taking plenty of company along with me.
Now so this isn't a total hijack of this thread, I've had my share of close calls. 17 years in uniform, it can't be helped. I've been shot at by small arms, shelled by artillery and SCUD missiles while in the Army. Since I've been in the Coast Guard I've fallen overboard from the ship once. Almost had my head taken off by a swinging buoy while working on deck. Was riding in a 38ft high speed pursuit boat that decided to turn itself into a submarine, and had a heart attack while underway over 200 miles south of Cuba. Every incident scarred the crap out of me and really made me look at my life, but at no time was I ever ready to just quit.
Hell no I'm not ready to die, but I'm not so afraid of dieing that I quit living either. Life is a risk. Sometimes the odds are in your favor and for those unlucky people the odds run out. I'm still rolling the dice and plan to for as long as I can, but when my time comes, I'll go out knowing I lived a productive and eventfull life, having gone places and seen and experianced things that many people have not. Can't really ask for any more than that.